2015 vs 2018
I remember feeling so unbelievably uncomfortable in the picture on the left. I wanted to be squished between my friends so you couldn't see any part of my body. I pushed my boobs up because I thought "maybe if I show off my boobs, no one will look at the rest of me." I hated that picture so much and I knew everyone else loved it so it would definitely be posted on some form of social media. I remember feeling so guilty for how much I drank and ate that night. ➖➖➖➖➖ ➖➖➖➖➖Picture on the right was from this June in Mallorca 25lbs lighter. We went to a vineyard with my sister & best friend. I felt so great in that outfit and just confident in general. I still have my moments of insecurities and picturing hating, but it's few & far between compared to 2015. I've managed to keep my healthy lifestyle all the awhile still being able to indulge whenever the hell I please.
I've learned my body, I respect my body, I love my body. I nourish my body with real food! Everyday I learn more about my body and just how amazing it can be.
One vessel, that's all we are given. Why spend your life feeling uncomfortable in your skin?